| its been 5 years since mom left me for heaven i miss you everyday |
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| so i started my 3rd official year of college at triton. um im almost done with this commuinty college shit & then on to bigger and better things. sweet. so this summer was fucking crazy but not as crazy as last yr of course. last yr i didnt have a care in the world, and i had everything at my feet. this yr was different cuz i was worrying about transferring and my move back to the city. this last yr has been an emotional one. i was caught up in a guy this summer, and of course now that the summer is over, so is he i guess. i wish it wasnt like that because hes been my friend for 3 yrs and just now finally when i "confess" my true deep feelings to him it was all for nothing. freakin sucks bad, and im trying to let it go now...but its hard. just as i am OKAY with the fact 'nothing' will ever be, he pulls me to him and i cant say "no." i hate the way someone can have a total effect on you and you wonder, what do i have on them? |
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| so my 2nd year of college is over in a week. god, without school who would i be? I am thankful that ive been going to school forreallllll. its been keeping my head in place, on straight. imma make something outta who i am. for myyy momma <3
anyways i move in with my main bitch jessicab. uh huh. trouble. but imma miss the shit outta yina even tho imma still c her!! weve been roomies since f'n october, takin me in, seriously last minute.
i wanna thank GOD up above for given me the strength to see to brighter days for real. given my famo and the new angel my uncle jerry a home up in heaven. my momma continues her love and blessing on me everyday, & lord knows i love her more each day that passes by.
i love you ma, dont ever forget that. lookin bck thru all my old friends xangaz brought back memories from lane and memories that ill always keep locked in my heart. it reminds me of the old angie. the one i used to be. it takes me wayyyy back. man, 5 years. ive seen how much ive grown, and how i handle my shit na.
no time for games or bullshit. fuck niggas who aint real *like a happy meal* gosh, jus reading ma old shit makes my chicago lingo come back outtt fa realz. dude, its cool, no matter what imma still be the angie i was 5 years ago. ive jus grown alil mo, (not height wise fools) but emotionally, mentally and physically..yaa ill knock yo ass out.. haha..
but for real. thanks for everyone helping me on my JOURNEY thru this life. you making my everydays filled with smiles and love. MUAHS
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| gosh its cold so ive been at yinas for ALMOST 3 months. their lease is up in april. so yeah they finna be looking for a new place soon. but over all things have been going good there. school starts in 2 days. uhm. gross!! i dont want it to... i only have one of the damn books i need for school and thats cuz i bought it at the book sto. lol. last week i visited ravenswood with jessicab &m and jeanne. it was much fun. then after me and jessica went to visit cora we had pizza and chilled. |
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| HAS A DICK LIKE THIS... hahaha jessica is gross. haha inside joke!! yay i is here till friday imma see my jeanne tan tomrw and see ms. spector!!! things are going okay. 2009 was the shit. ((the new yr party)) |
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